Life's unpredictible :-(

Life is a game. Sometimes feel so happy to live life but at sometime feel no use of living life. What are we here for??? I don't find any meaning in life. Is it life about taking birth, then go to school and be a good student academically and obey teachers and parents and then go to college in your teen days again study and obey your elders and by the time you are in the finally by the time you're in your graduation, parents will be on hunt of a bride/bridegroom and then if you disagree to your elders choice and opt for love marriage your life will be ruined because family members will not agree and even at the time of marriage society will comment in the manner which will be so worst to listen to and all other drama's. but then I want an answer to the question as to what for we are living and what is the purpose behind me living because they say life is God's gift where in we are blessed with parents love, relatives concern, friends to share, life partner to be a soul and so on but I'm gifted with all these relations but not with the later part what I mentioned in the above sentence. I've been told as the biggest dramatist and that a psycho, its very easy for people to say but they never understood what's the reason behind me becoming this way instead they keep on blaming me for everything.I'm very much depressed today because of the situation I'm going through and I don't want to give any explanation to anyone because its a drama and psycho behavior on my part to them. I've realized that life is a journey of self, after death its only you who will be going to be buried and that's the universal fact so if you make effort and come up you will achieve success and not your spouse or parents and it's you who will be recognized, so I feel its better to mind my own business and stop expecting from others and begin to challenge oneself with challenging tasks to enhance oneself. I've come up with a decision first focus on self growth then everything else. Arey why waste time for others if it's worth it's ok but if that person is not at all bothered about you then you're a fool to waste time thinking about such a person, specially when a person is openly telling that so and so is my problem and this is what to be done to solve it even after such clarifications people don't understand it's really sad to know instead they address my problems as drama's and meaningless and useless and they tell they're facing bigger problems than me so it's useless to talk about my problems ok agreed will not tell anything about my problem, no one to listen to as well forget it. Money always doesnt matter, though I'm blessed with two meals a day by god but not with peace and happiness which is most important and people don't understand this.But this is my blog and a place where I can express everything and anything because I've no one to share with, thank you technology for providing a space for me to let out my feelings.

Focus, focus and only focus on growth from now on.

Rock On!!!!